I have stated in the past my uncanny (calm , Kool ) composure in all things , no buttons , No anger , as a matter of factually , my so called (rock hard composure) ..! As of late , I've found a chink in my armor..! It's not just a perspective , but a way of life , a chosen way of life.! All things in their proper perspective , seem crystal clear and it's reaaly the only control I have . I have no wish to control anybody else or what they do unless they will be at risk or affect them in a negative way.! These people have taken over my Kool , they won't let me be me .! Ok then , I ask all of you , who shall I become..? 1- Couch potato..? 2- drama queen..? 3- phobic and afraid of the dark exec.? 4- dirt collector..? 5- the guy that puts the plastic thingies on shoe laces..? 6- bug collector..? 7- tire thread checker..? 8- valet...? 9- mortician...? 10- Urine tester <---you know , the medical field..? 11-the counter of threads , you know , like in linens , (threads per inch)..! 12-bird seed separator...? Fact is , I'm flexible and can do anything I choose , (ANYTHING)..! What say YEE .? Looking for the most boring , safest , punkest things known to man kind..! Wouldn't want to break a nail or something serious..! 13-perhaps a pillow stuffer ..? No heels please , heights , Eeeeek..! Chime in , think safe , like .......mash mellow bagger .! Eeeeek..! When bored to a catatonic state , all may be happier..! ACK..!