I've had too much bagage lately . My way of coping with life's twists and turns is usually when I'm at my best . You can tell when things are bumpy by my sense of humor . The more ugly life gets , the harder I try to give a laugh , get a laugh and click on auto pilot . I'm trying way to hard and it shows even in my bad jokes , they are getting bad , really bad , just not so funny lately ..... I have not shot my gun in over six weeks , where I live , there is NO excuse for not shooting ! I'm too wrapped up in this "I can do it" mode right now , I've let it consume me . It makes no sense , like what the hell am I trying to prove and to who ? LOL ....sheeeez I'm putting down the tools , the chores , I already know , I've done it , time to have some fun ! Priorities : Back pack... Tent... Beautiful spot on Cathers Run ... Some really good food ... Two pistols , 22/45 - Auh heck , the 9mm ... As usual Plenty of ammo ... Maybe a little Wild Turkey , why not , a celebration ... Whatever gear and gadgets I like ... To top it off , Steven King something , still love that child like thrill... Almost forgot , PICTURES ... I'm not funny anymore and I'm trying to be ....? Time to go find myself again . Leaving in the afternoon , be gone three days at least . I'll set the wife up in the morning , make sure she's got what she needs and poof ...! Got cut short last time and I need this . You all take care , stay safe , healthy and all that good crap . We all need a break , me and all of you surely need a break from my really bad attempt at humor ! Unfortunately for some , I'll be back in a few days , by and sleep well ....!