So I read and read and I've held it, not shot yet but I REALLY believe this is going to be my first purchase and my EDC but my problem is WHERE CAN I FIND ONE?? Holy smokes I was In a place a few miles from the house and they were almost empty with everything? Is everyone's fear going to stop any time soon? I don't care at this point if I have to pay the $20 to have one sent over here to a FFL. I just wish I could find one. I found a used P95 that I am also looking at, just a long drive to get it. Any opinions on it??