I've been lusting after a BDA or a Cheetah of late and want other options for an all metal gun that is somewhat compact. A few years ago I tried a PA63 in 9x18, but the sharp recoil turned me off. I have large hands and want one I could shoot several hundred rounds without complaint. I usually shoot .45 acp, so I'm not opposed to recoil, just pain. Thanks in advance.