Long story short, I may apply for Social Security disability benefits(http://www.disabilitysecrets.com/medicine-medication-prescription-drugs-anxiety-disorder.html). I think I will go in the "system" as a guy who as a disability, Its kind of like if someone commits a crime, it is with them for the rest of their life? I think if I do, it will be on my record for the rest of my life, and it will prohibit me from buying a gun? I dont know if it will also prohibit me from owning a gun. Should I buy a gun now, and then apply?