Yeap , it is in reference to "Alcoholics Anonymous"..! I have many acquaintances that quit drinking with the aid of AA..! This is great , and I 'm glad this works for them ..! Me , my problem is not with alcohol , but keeping my dirty little paws off of pain meds..! I have in my possession , a free pass to get a shmorgusborg of some really fun stuff..! Eeeeek..! In my drawer , right here , right now , a script to get enough to achieve nirvana no doubt..! Well , the AA thing just couldn't work for me.! AA , one week , you get a pat on the back , Kool . One month , you get a badge and a companion , (sponsor) .! Again , very Kool..! One year , the brass band , 10 steps , again , very , very Kool. They celebrate and help each other and don't get me wrong , this is very Kool..! If this works , FRACKING GREAT...! Me , I'm not quite....auh....normal..! I could not do it this way . I get together with a bunch of people and I'll start to drool..! Oh yeah , (PART-AY)..! If I start to ponder why I'm here i just blew it , it is now embedded in my hard-drive.! Now , I 'm thinking about it .! Eeeek , really , Eeeek..! I recently quit my fun pills ....oh....? I really don't no when .! I posted the day I quit , one week ago , two , three..? I honestly haven't a clue ..! No reminders , Deleted , kapoot..! I've not thought about it at all really..! Now , (Oh No ) , I just reminded myself what I just quit and I really want a few hundred about now.! Too many reminders , best to not think at all..! What ever .