I'M not sure I did the right thing with my wife ? Things were so quiet and sane ! To be honest , felt good good to be my own man again , I almost forgot how nice it was .! Life is so much more organized with out her .! Maybe this little taste of freedom changed me ..! I,m not sure i can do this again.! I will tell you this , I did feel good to be free after all these years again..! Don,t get me wrong , I'm not a greedy man.! Just different.! I have made many sacrifices through these many years that I did not what to but did them all the same ! Oh crap , what have I done..?