A 90 Grn JHP is a much better self defense load in the .380.
The new Hornady with the red stuff in the hollow cavity is the best .380 self defense round going now.
You may just be loading pracice rounds and that's fine. If so, never mind on the 90 grn info.
If you are going to us your .380 for self defense, you want factory ammo for liability reasons and the best ammo you can buy.
Also, if you are shooting a lower priced blow back action like a Kel Tec, keep the load mid range.
My best, John K