There was no disparity of force during the altercation and thank god he didn't pull the trigger. So many more lives could have been affected had he done that.
If the judge lost his objectivity, then let the pizza man appeal his verdict when his sentence is handed down.
The OP did the right thing, and it's completely human to have the emotions he's feeling.
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