Picking your first Concealed Carry Handgun can be a challenge. You want to find the right mix of reliability, stopping power, concealability, ergonomics, and accuracy. Plus, it has to be the right gun for your hands and your environment. Here's a write up on some things to keep in mind as you choose:
How to Choose a Handgun for Concealed Carry
Good luck! I'm thinking that a Ruger LCP or LC9 might be a good choice. But, I'm not sure about those short two-finger grips.