I had a sub compact Glock .40 cal. It was tiny! Given I'm 6' and weigh 270lbs, it was ungodly to shoot. The recoil was insane, it was uncomfortable and didn't feel right. Unfortunately it was an impulsive buy that was yes a good deal but not thought out to well. I sold the Glock and found a Ruger p95 9mm that I truly love. It's. More comfortable, barely any recoil and is a tad bigger. Next time research and try your local gun ranges the ones here rent there weapons.
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