My idea isn't just to enjoy: I definitely want to be proficient with whatever pistol I decide to carry for personal defense.
Just isn't moving fast enough for me, but I'm a loner. I don't have any shooting friends or know anyone in the craft, so I am reliant on counter guys and lots of internet reading.
It's encouraging to know I can get over the uneasiness. Eventually, I'd like to be able to recognize the sounds of different calibers from different weapons (if that's possible). What I mean is that I want to be that "into" things that I have that much experience and confidence.